Below are the unplanned leaves (Emergency Leave and Sick Leave) that I took for the last month, until this week. Looks pretty bad huh. But trust me, all of those taken due to my health problem.

Anyway, as a matter of fact, I just got out from the meeting with my boss and my HR Manager scrutinizing me of such a bad pattern.

Well, I do understand their motive. Professionally thinking, this is the session where I can discuss things that bothering me at work, or my motivation at work has fallen, or I’m facing any health issue, etc, and find ways to solve that.

But, I’m also just another human being, that would feel discontented when people start to analyze and judging you.

And boy I keep thinking what is the thing that makes me deserve this kind of treatment after what I’ve done. I sacrifice not to take leave on the very perfect time for this during CNY (i.e take only 3 days leave, and you get leave 10 days in a row – plus Federal Teritory Day) since all of the programmers were on leave this time, and I want to be around to support any unforeseen things.

But hey, how I learn that people won’t even notice you when you are behaving good, but start to put a spotlight on you when you’ve done just a little mistake.

But don’t worry, my professional sense is stronger in this case.

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I fall sick again. This is the second time in 2 weeks time, and this time, my temperature is higher. Went to doctor again, and same answer, it is just a normal fever. But I really feel it’s just not a normal fever. This time, the pain feels so different. Or is it I’m getting older already (thunder sound).

Been spending almost RM150 for medicines for these 2 weeks. I’m going to clinic again tonight, and will really insist the doctor to do blood test on me. Got to know yesterday also that Eisz has been hospitalized due to high fever caused by viral infection in his blood.

And my cats are getting the all natural vitamin supplement for themselves, by eating the grass for cat. Believe me, sometimes it’s a lot more expensive to treat sick cat than sick human.

I called my mum this morning telling her that I’m not feeling well, and she called my other brothers and sisters. In no time, my phone is swarmed with phone calls from them all asking how I am feeling.

My mum insisted that I come back to my hometown to rest, and my brother did offer to pick me up back home all the way from Kelantan. It is such a nice feeling to feel, where no matter how far you are from your families, they are always at the back to support you.

I kinda feel the same way too. Perhaps I will take unpaid leave for a week or two, just to get a good rest until my body fully recovered. I will think this over again tomorrow.

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It’s my first time here. I’m following my friends to FRIM to gather information about the photography competition, and I happened to arrive late and they are all already headed to Taman Metropolitan Kepong.

So many kites on display here, with so many prices – RM3 for small one, and RM5 for big one. But wait. There are fine lines below that. That’s only the price of the kite, and you have to pay extra for thread, and thread holder. At the end, you end up spending RM15 for the whole set.

It such an overwhelming feeling to see so many kites been soared here. A few photos that I manage to capture.

Well, it’s getting dark, and it’s time to leave. Well, actually it’s not this dark. I meter my camera on the cloud, and the foreground became silhouette.

It’s quite jam on the way out towards Batu Caves. Oh no wonder. It’s Thaipusam today.

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