Fikiran yang berkecamuk
Dear diary..
After being with my housemate for so long, now I realise that he’s not really meant to be in the same house as mine. There are so many things of him that don’t really go along with me. Well…. He thinks that he’s great, never see the good side of other people. Just thinking that he’s the only one who is perfect in everything.
Anyway, I am now in second semester. Little by little, I feel that the hope for me to get a relly good grade in my degree is becoming far and far from me. It’s not that aku mengaku kalah awal2 lagi, but everything is hard. And for the first time, I really can’t show the full potential of me here. Perhaps I’m sorrounded by people which I think superior (and as the matter of fact they don’t).
Fikiran aku berserabut sekarang. Got too much thing to think of. Sometimes, I just said to my self. Ah… Just FUCK it. But don’t really think it will go somewhere. Course work, module, MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY. I know I’m not very fortunate like other people, having all the thing that they want. But it’s hard for me to think that there are other people who are more unfortunate than me.
