7 years being at my current workplace, for the very first time, I’m feeling so suffocated on how messy things have become now. Seriously, I used to love and enjoy doing my job before, but now it’s a rather spaghetti of mess that I’ve drowned into. How things have turned to be so politic, and everybody just trying to save their own ass. Day after day, I really feel that all of us getting farther from each other. I’m now part of this ugly beast, that really making me just to run away. Someone told me that this is the time that I have to play a little game, but playing game is never being one of thing that I’m good at. Not clear of what I’m trying to say? Well, that’s the purpose. This is RANDOM thoughts anyway, where it suppose not to make any sense.